I resisted. I struggled. I tried EVERYTHING to avoid it.
I had it all planned out. I was going to do this in a year, or maybe two.
But finally, the time came. I had to do it. I had to break down and get a new computer for my studio.
I was feeling sorry for myself. I was cranky about this. I had to spend money that was earmarked for recording my next CD! I was NOT happy about this.
But then, I saw it. Last night. I’ll be picking it up tonight from The Mac Advantage.
So now? Now I am both scared and excited. I am scared about the learning curve that might be ahead of me, installing and learning new versions of my trusty software.
But I am EXCITED! I am going to be able to do more things, more easily with this. And I’ll be able to do it faster! Like WAY WAY WAY faster!
This got me thinking this morning. I was ruminating about other times I’ve procrastinated a big change, when the Universe was trying to get me to move on to my next greater good (NGG). And I can think of a long list of these times!
Change means stepping into the unknown. I don’t think I am alone in tending to resist it. I also don’t think I am alone in change being what so often leads to the NGG.
So today I invite you to join me in embracing the change. Whatever it is that is calling you – nudging you to step in to the new. It’s exciting! New worlds are opening to us every day, in each moment that we are open….. ahhhhh
Blessings to you, this new day and each day always.